Sunday, 8 April 2007
starting to get slightly nervous bout the comp on wed. note:slightly. well i still remembered one or two yrs ago there was one comp which i dunno wat happened but i got so nervous that my hand was trembling b4 the match started and it was an individual's match not a team one. perhaps i seriously need to consider arranging a counselling session with one of the many councillors in nj. its like b4 sleeping everynite, i would be reflecting and trying to think of ways to counter my likely opponents. i find this the hardest to explain : why can some pple (eg. fei sheng hua) play 100 percent of their usual standard during real comps and why i can at most give a 60-70 percent?????????? can someone give me an ans!! arghh anyway lian he zao bao cup coming again in may. i believe only if a miracle happened would i be able to clinch third in position jus like i did in 2005. miraacle....
-i desperately need ur support. a slightest word of comfort. the slightest hint of support. that will do.
-yaoliang-